16 september.

thanks deardear for ring, bag and domokun :]
thank you dear's mummy for shoe ^^
thanks dear's daddy for necklace.
thanks family for money.
thanks marilyn, siying & yushan for cards & shirt.
thanks laura for the body cream :]
thans charlene for keychain & card.

thank you guys for the birthday wishes :

dear, marilyn, siying, yushan , elder sis, younger sis, sofia,
sophia, chingkang, shane , donavon, sherman, afiqah, laura,
fatin, wanqing, vanetta, munmun, charlene, benett,
scott, cheryl, shirleen, weiliang, kailun, faiz, jemimah,
trixie, jaime, vanessa chua, edmund, mummy, daddy,
christal, cassandra, albin, stephanie, cyril,
gerald, nixon, weilin and amanda :]

today.

second time i've cried for band.
why am i so stupid?
i worked so hard for band major,
never become then sua, let
people who suck up be.
now band positions,
lance corporal?
while others who worked
so little got higher ranks?
why the fuck did i even work so hard.
i did my best yet what i get
is just disappointments over and over again.
the teacher i used to like a lot
now become a biase freak that is blind..
and only accepts bootlickers.
why must human be this way?
why can't he see my effort? and
why can't he see people's effort?
i hate him for disappointing me over and over again.
i hate him for being so biase.
i hate him i hate him,
i hate him for sacking my bestie.
band sucks with you and your bootlickers around.
fancy me trying to be happy and cry out loud later..
so embarassing.

thanks dear.. for listening to me.

another teacher blacklisted by 3.7.

petty butt no cherry.
bloody arrogant bitch.
HOD big fuck ar.
go fuck yourself lah. cb.