you really hurt my feelings. do you know how i will feel? or are you just simply senseless . again and again , i forgived you . but did you change?
you are still as bad as how you are. can't you just treat people nicely? stop showing your attitude. i'm really giving you the last chance. i don't understand why you have this type of attitude. and why did you even join us at first? or you just want to have fun ? THIS IS REALLY YOUR LAST CHANCE . one more time if it happens , i have the right to kick you out. it is either you stay , or you get lost . i am sure you understand what i mean. our job is not for fun . it is real serious work. stop fooling around. our whole group already had enough of you.
@ 10:45 PM
i love this song.. is quite sad. but ity is very nice... i got the lyrics here
Oh, thinking about all our younger years
There was only you and me
We were young and wild and free
Now nothing can take you away from me
We've been down that road before
But that's over now
You keep me coming back for more
Baby, you're all that I want
When you're lying here in my arms,
I'm finding it hard to believe
We're in heaven
And love is all that I need,
And I found it there in your heart
It isn't too hard to see
We're in heaven
Oh, once in your life you find someone
Who will turn your world around
Pick you up when your feeling down
Now nothing could change what you mean to me
There's a lot that I could say
But just hold me now
Cause our love will light the way
Baby you're all that I want
When you're lying here in my arms,
I'm finding it hard to believe
We're in heaven
And love is all that I need,
And I found it there in your heart
It isn't too hard to see
We're in heaven
I've been waiting for so long
For something to arrive
For love to come along
Now our dreams are coming true
Through the good times and the bad
I'll be standing there by you
Baby you're all that I want
When you're lying here in my arms
Im finding it hard to believe
We're in heaven
And love is all that I need,
And I found it there in your heart
It isn't too hard to see
We're in heaven
Oh, Oh
Oh, Oh
We're in heaven
saw Hehan at century square just now. i was quite freaked out. haha . he so bad lo. walao.. sorry afiqah .. can't make it to your party tomorrow. but there will be a present for you =)
Tuesday, May 29, 2007 @ 5:42 PM
hohoho~ nothing to do... most of my homework are done. im
BORED!! but there are asessments that are waiting for me to do =.= lols. i must finish it before the final year exam is here. well ... i think it is possible. sian.. just now chat with zubair . as usual , he is lame. dots... he is so pro in gunbound!!! he near to wand liao. and me?? still at golden. it'll take me ten years to play till that rank . suddenly i find that there are more and more ridiculous and ear-destructing songs. what happened to the singers?? suddenly their song so boring =.= lols. finding for cute or fun stuff to put on my blog. so everyone won't fall asleep when readin my blog. haha =) oh ya. i ahve one more things to blog about which made me real angry.
YESTERDAY. went to shane's house to do project. we didn't really do our project. i think we just went there to talk =.= . i thought project was suppose to be in one group? but he brought one more guy. is there a motive somewhere... lol. but he keep insulting me lah. i nearly jump down from 10 floor. but i was not so stupid. idiotic. i hjate his house lah. everything blue colour. I HATE BLUE!! lol. i don like blue.. and everything in his house was like BLUE??? lol.
would you be there to kiss my pain away? would you be there..
@ 11:31 AM
oh gosh~ i didn't go for public speaking =) haha. i played PONTEN!!! lols. no lah.. i knew there was public speaking.. but im not feeling that well... so i decided not to go -_-" . when i woke lik e7 in the morning i was coughing like SHIT lo. and i totaly have no energy to stand up -_-" i am still stuck up with the questa project.. -_-"" walao eh......next week wioll be going to hongkong =) so excited!! lol. scully got sars * choy choy * . haha.... these few days keep on workiong witht the dance group and homeworks... nearly out of breath liao. i go do my projects le lah... bye =)
Saturday, May 26, 2007 @ 11:23 PM
FISHFISHFISHFISHFISHFISHFISHFISHFISH STUPID JADEN!!!!! HE IS GONNA BE CHOPPED INTO TEN THOUSANDS PIECES!!!!!!!!! ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG I AM SO GONNA KILL HIM!!!!!!!!!
that stupid idiot. he told out my secret!!!! FISH HIM TILL HE DIE!!! lols. he is going to get it from me man. nothing to post for today.. except for tomorrow i am going out to shop for some stuff for my dance group and some things for myself =) and i sort of like want to rebond my hair =) i have LOOOOOOOOOOOOTS of thing to buy. but too lazy to even go out . haha.
I LOVE NELSON X) don get the wrong idea
Friday, May 25, 2007 @ 10:20 PM
CONGRATS DARRYL LIM FOR WINNING SECOND FOR PRCS IDOL 2007 AND MAKING OUR CLASS PROUD =)
@ 6:26 PM
just heard that NA broke up with MITCH.. cheer up NA !!! =) you can still live on without him.. and with your qualification , im sure you can find better guys =) haiix. today didn't go for band... was sick and had to go somewhere for something. once i think of the holidays , the word
SIAN can out through my mind... got so many things on during holidays........some more got homework.. and must study.... walao. i don't think i can toucvh the computer...cause i wanna study.. but i noe no one forced me to study =) haha. got to go eat dinner liao.. byes =)
Thursday, May 24, 2007 @ 8:28 PM
yo!!!!!! lol....... these few days quite busy with last minute homeworks.. so no time to post =) suddenly realize that actually i have a lot of HOMEWORK in the past that i never do -_-" especially science and english!!! oh yah.. and we have
TONS of homework.. HOW AM I GONNA FINISH!!! lol.... the homework is quite little compared to how much i had during primary six!!!!!!! my targewt is to finish it in one day!!! which will take me for hours =.= but it is nice to do homework =) im a guai kia =) griinns. haha... yesterday and today had dance rehearsal for the stupid assembly.. WELL . instead of dancing the correct thing , we started playing freestyle dancing .. everyone started dancing like crazy... IT WAS FUN ANYWAY!!! haha. we danced buttons =.= which was so damn horny lor. haha ..
HEHAN was THR HORNIEST LO! haha. celeste is so pro .. i mean , she know how to shake well =) haha. just hope that our dance can be finished before our performance... cause the dance steps are quite hard. IT IS HARD . haha ... for the maybe.. just played GB with hehan. HE IMPROVED SO MUCH?? i keep losing... maybe i louya lah. haha . i am getting noober lo. dots.....
Tuesday, May 22, 2007 @ 8:25 PM
today was soooo tiring... band so tired los.... keep standing with my damn heavy saxophone.. walao. -_-"" anyway , today is cassandra's bedae ( the one in cornet is it?? ) never mind.. the whole band sang for her bdae song =) it was so touching haha.... walao.... today my section only have me , nixon , weiliang .. siqing never come!!! grrr.. and shafiqah came very late...dots. . i think i will be changed to tenor saxophone -_-"".. walao.... i don want!!! tenor is very very super heavy lor......... and need more air. i GOT NO AIR IN MY BODY!!! HOW TO BLOW!!!!! lol.. good luck to me then... T.T
Monday, May 21, 2007 @ 5:58 PM
haix.. a lot of things happened today...in the morning we had PE... we had a lot of fun... after that we went for recess then photo taking =) we had a lot of fun while taking the photo.. but the good things ended quickly.. heyys ONE niners... all of you need some time to calm down... i really wish that we can laugh and smile together like how we did during phototaking today morning.. cheer up .. TO EVERYONE THAT IS IN THE DANCE GROUP. IF YOU STILL WANT TO BE INSIDE , WEDNESDAY PLEASE SATY BACK AFTER SCHOOL FOR REAHEARSAL . IF YOU DON'T WANT TO BE IN THE GROUP ANYMORE , PLEASE TELL ME.... WE WILL BE STAYING BACK UNTIL 5.30 PM.. YOU CAN LEAVE BETWEEN 5-5.30PM.. pls.. i really hopre that everyone can come..
i really wonder if she is true to me .. she treat me as a friend? i really doubt it.. i've been with her for quite a while..i already know her character and personality... but does she know mine? I donno..or is she just acting along? i can't see through her..i really don't understand her..perhaps i should stay away from her? i am treating her with my best attitude ler..did she treat me nicely? sometimes only...but ... there are a lot of bad points i can say about her.... but i shan't list it all out =) and i really really want to thank the peoploe who encouraged me to work up myself..like
LAURA CHAN =) she rock my world =) haha.. oh yah .. if you want to know what the heck is going on between me and him , come find me. i tell you eveything. and pPLLSSSS... i don like him . thnks =)
OH NO!!! MY GREEN TEA SUPPLY RAN OUT!! EMERGENCY STOCKING!!!! lols. one niners' pls cheer up =)
I LOVE KWAAITENG =) haha. -_-"
Sunday, May 20, 2007 @ 8:47 PM
just came back from a loooon day. morning went out to eat with laura , marilyn and celeste. and celeste actually forgotten that the treat was today!!! lols. i have such a blur wife =) haha. the sushi was like 40 over dollars?? i paid for it OK. hahas. after that about 3.30 pm i went to meet cheryl =) and that stupid jason wu said that he was at orchard and he want to follow us.. lols =) we took MRT to somerset... and guess what? we went lost -_-"" we are suppose to turn left , and we turned right , and went to killiney road -_-" and we turned back. but this time, we were too clever =) we looked across and there wrote a BIG CINELEISURE. haha . when we were at cineleisure jason was at killiney road?? omg. that was such a coincidence? haha. we went shopping around at cineleisure.. a lot of nice shops! a lot of nice nice shirts there.. i shall buy it next time round =) after we went to watch 200 pounds beauty.. this was my second time watching?? lols. it's nice anyways. it won't kill if i watch it more =) after that then we went home. next sunday we will be going there again =) not really lah.. we will just go there to shop shop =) haha. OH YAH. we saw zhiyang and chuxuan and lots more people.. zhiyang looks chubby . haha .. chixuan is chio. too bad kim not there =) haha. i shall end here now. i'm going gunbounding now =) BYES!!! gunbounding with one'niners is fun =)
Saturday, May 19, 2007 @ 4:13 PM
finally my blog is back to normal mans.. i changed blogskin!! woohoos!! oh yah. this few nights been playing with justus , laura and spencer gunbound =) haha. JUSTUS IS A NOOB!!! but spencer is so damn pro. but he is always the first to die?? lols. haha.. gunbound is fun!! toniught we are having a duel again.. WE HAVE A bET YOU KNOW. i cannot lose to justus. if not i have to do something stupid. lols. i am changing my blogskin again . haha,. exams are over. holidays are coming. i don think i will be slacking for the holidays.. i think i have to start studying and doing asessments.. only weekends i'll be free then.. byees!! going for p[iano lesson later..
@ 3:24 PM
YAY!!! my blog is back to normal!!
Monday, May 07, 2007 @ 7:23 PM
I THINK I'VE FAILED MY MATHS EXAM PAPER 1 . today mr leung said out a few person's name , and the names included me. mr.leung said that we must buck up for our maths. that means our maths very bad lah. it's impossible that i will get A1 as i never do in my whole life except for PSLE . if i fail my second paper again , im dead meat. i donno for what , i just cried after school . i am really very scared thAT i will fail my maths. but if i fail my maths , there's no nedd to be suprise. i've been failing my maths since primary 5 anyways. i remember i didnt fail maths alone , and all the other subjects too. i didn care about my studies anyway. out of my 8 asessments , 3 of them are maths. and i think i did all of the chapters up till where we stopped in class. and if i can't pass my maths , i might as well burn my asessment books. i REALLY REALLY work very hard for it. i can't stand other people's critisizing.they are called hypocrites. i swear that i will jump off the building if i fail my maths. i mean it. PEOPLE WHO HATE ME , PLEASE PRAY TO GOD THAT I WILL FAIL MY MATHS SO THAT YOU CAN SEE ME DISAPPEAR FROM EARTH . if i fail my maths , i have to meet mr. razak. together with my parents. that's way a good news man. the only subjects that i think i may did well is only history , literature and mothertongue. my MATHS IS HOPELESS. i don't know leh . people say as long as you study you can get good marks. my one , is the opposite case. i studied so hard you know. that's what i cried for. i can study maths from morning till night without eating or drinking. and my bloody fucking maths result is so damn bloody fucking bad. shit the fuck out of it. i just know one thing now that i don give a bloody fucking damn anymore. i think that by studying hard is just crap . loads of crap by other people. who invented maths? i want to curse the bloody damn fucking person who created maths. and who the hell created exams? i also want to kill the bloody idiot. stupid. seriously , singapore schools suck to the damn core. exams , uniforms , attire and all these are crap. american school is better. shayna is making me jealous. she gets to go america and she have so much freedom!! she can even play laptop in class lor. look at our school , it is just plainly hell. stupid. my mother don mind that i fail my maths , cause she did not have much schooling when she was small . maybe if i do well in my other subjects it will do me good. and call of you stop using my handphone to call or message just because your FREE message is full? yours full mine not meh ? ridiculous. especially someone call christine. walao. this week im really in a very bad mood. i don want to go anywhere . i just want to be alone. i hate school i hate everything. i hate THEM . i hate her. i hate him . whatever i see now makes me feel dread.
FUCK OFF MY LIFE PLEASE.
Sunday, May 06, 2007 @ 11:40 AM
my blood pressure is rising , im getting fedup , i want to stop all this , im TIRED. i don want to do it anymore.
Friday, May 04, 2007 @ 6:38 PM
guess who are this two idiots?
kkays. just came back home , and im quite tired. b4 that me , laura and celeste were studying at marilyn's house. starting we were very serious , but later on we started playing . =) oh yah. it was so damn funny lah! we were playing chop chilli and marilyn did all sorts of funny dance moves =) it was funny mans. before that we played TEMPO using the prefixes of science. it was like LAME!! and we had a talking science game. we can only talk in the language of science . haha. we were like you don so kilo lah! you don so tera lah! ok tera and kilo are the prefixes of science =) i know that we're lame =) and that bloody GARY ler go bully my dear cheryl koh. next time i see him im gonna whack him off man. anyways , we had our history exam today. everyone was saying that is was so difficult. but donno for what reason , i found it quite easy =) it was nearly all on chapter 4 and 5 , and luckily me, laura , celeste and marilyn had study those chapters seriously =) i really like history so much. i donno why . i seemed to like it so much =) oh
Thursday, May 03, 2007 @ 5:54 PM
ya whatever nothing to say these dayys. just exams! saw my darrrrllliing celestine at BK at downtown east. ya I WAS LOITERING. so what. the teacher just want to scare you. they are obviously scaring us. i don't understand what's the point of telling us all these crap without actions. stupid. i am SUPER temperamental today. i donno why i have my reasons , but i wont post it at this blog . yeah i have another blog. THAT blog is wht i write my TRUE feelings. this blog im posting now is just a blog to say extra crap. lols . i went to BK to study with laura , celeste and marilyn & CECILIA =) we were studying history and oh god , we were nearly asleep coz' history is just plain boring -_-"" i like history though =) oh ya. and tomorrow we're going overnight at marilyn's house for OVERNIGHT STUDY??? lol. we're like staying at her house. haha. it will be fun. don talk lerh. need to print out some important stuff for science =)
Wednesday, May 02, 2007 @ 7:20 PM
i SWEAR that friendster's horoscope is 100% accurate man. you should read my horoscope today. it is sodamn accurate.
Are you giving other people too much power over your life? Think for yourself today.
In Detail
When you're listening to others and blindly doing whatever they say to do, are you giving them too much power? The stars say that today is a day to think for yourself and do what you think is right -- even though it may not be what's right for everyone. At a certain point, you have to put yourself first. Grab the steering wheel of your life and point yourself toward where you want to go.
i MUST say this. NO OFFENCE TO ALL MY FRIENDS. i REALLY think that all of you are ORDERING me around. ok llah whatever. you all are sure to say where got one LOR. that's perfectly fine with me. i think i've spent like more than 20 dollars on all of you. but of course lah , some is i treat one. this TIME im not being oversensitive really. it's true..
Tuesday, May 01, 2007 @ 10:51 PM
25th april.. i remember that was the day. you thought that i was joking . no im not.. how do you want me to tell you now? am i going to hide it from you forever...
@ 9:46 PM
just went to watch
200 POUNDS BEAUTY it was super nice ok. i think everyone should watch it. i changed my blog song to the OST of 200 pounds beauty =)
