Hello my name is SEBRINACHOCOLATEKWA
i am born on ♥ 16 september 1994 ♥
i study in Peanut Rolling Culinary School ( PRCS )
i love Hello kitty, family, friends and animals
all i know is .. only music can describe how i feel
Saturday, February 28, 2009 @ 9:21 PM
Lifehouse - blind
I was young but I wasn't naive I watched helpless as you turned around to leave And still I have the pain I have to carry A past so deep that even you could not bury if you tried
After all this time I never thought we'd be here Never thought we'd be here When my love for you was blind But I couldn't make you see it Couldn't make you see it That I loved you more than you'll ever know When part of me died when I let you go
I would fall asleep Only in hopes of dreaming That everything would be like it was before But nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor
After all this time I never thought we'd be here Never thought we'd be here When my love for you was blind But I couldn't make you see it Couldn't make you see it That I loved you more than you'll ever know When part of me died when I let you go
After all this why Would you ever wanna leave it Maybe you could not believe it That my love for you is blind But I couldn't make you see it Couldn't make you see it That I loved you more than you'll ever know When part of me died when I let you go When I loved you more than you'll ever know When part of me dies when I let you go
Dying inside cause I can't stand it Make up a break up Can't take this madness We don't even Really know why All I know is baby I try and try so hard To keep our love alive
If you dont' know me At this point Then I highly Doubt you ever will I really need you To give me That unconditional love I used to feel It's no mistaking We're just erasing From our hearts And minds
And I know we said let go But I kept on hanging on Inside I know it's over You're really gone It's killing me Cause there ain't nothing That I can do Baby I stay in love with you
And I keep on Telling myself That you'll come Back around And I try to front Like "oh well" Each time you let me down See I can't get over you now No matter what I do But baby, baby I stay in love with you
Na, na, na, na, na Na, na, na, na Na, na, na, na, na Na, na, na, na, na Na, na, na, na, na Na, na, na Baby I stay in love with you
It cuts so deep It hurts down to my soul My friends tell me I ain't the same no more We still need each other When we stumble and fall How we gon' act Like what we had Ain't nothin' at all now
Hey What I wanna do is wish i got next to you With the top down Like we used to Hit the block Proud in the SUV We both know Our heart is breaking Can we learn From our mistakes I can't last One moment alone Now go I know
We said let go But I kept on hanging on Inside I know it's over You're really gone It's killing me Cause there ain't nothing That I can do Baby I stay in love with you
And I keep on Telling myself That you'll come Back around And I try to front Like "oh well" Each time you let me down See I can't get over you Now no matter what I do Baby, baby I stay in love with you
We said let go But I kept on hanging on Inside I know it's over You're really gone It's killing me Cause there ain't nothing That I can do Baby I stay in love with you
And I keep on telling myself That you'll come Back around And I try to front Like "oh well" Each time you let me down See I can't get over you Now no matter what I do But baby, baby I stay in love with you
today band was quite ok.. attendance was like million times better.. morning go sectionals.. damn boring luh. combine was much better.. can feel that band improve a lot le :] hope our hard work will pay off.. and achieve silver :] hehehes.. i don't know what's wrong with hehan.. keep calling me babe. so i call him handsome lols. currently doing homework T.T sian lah. i hate source based source based question suck my feet . hahas.. feeling very tired also.. now raining.. hais
even though i really love you, i gonna smile cause i deserve to.
I DIEING FROM WORK AND STRESS! i am officially stressed out man ! recently like got a lot of things to do luh. worried for my common test , need to settle class tee , need to finish the class cheer thingy! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. i'm tired now lah. trying to do my work but many people msning me . and now i feel damn f*** up lah ! grr. chill sebrina kwaaaaaa. hope that these things can quickly be done. im superrrr worried for eng and maths and SS TEST! ah. this three i no confidence siol.. sian :(
was down with fever and sore throat . but went for common test which i believe that i've screwed it up once again. morning wake up like whole body damn numb. i realise i was walking like a blind person i'm practically banging into everything that's infront of me -.- then , i'm dumb enough to try play the piano. my fingers were so numb that i can't play it. so i gave up doing that. then i went to bathe. i can't hold the !@$%^ sprayer properly. damn it. and then i feel damn bloody cold. gahhhh. and i was sleeping throughout band. LOL. currently doing homework.. i can't hol the pen properly. sadface.
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HEY GIRLS !
if you wanna try out something new , you may wanna dress up like that to EHUB.
MAIN TOPIC!
i flung my maths lah.. hais. sadcase. but i did quite well for chemistry :] 21/25. hope that my physics will do well too.. hope i won't fail my maths :( i've failed enough le.. today was running a fever for the whole day.. now even type a post also feel fingers very numb.. that's all le. no energy left le. bye :} good luck for SS tomorrow
3/4 of my section didn't come , tamade. mr leung is gonna mass sack some people from band. yay . today's attendance ? 23/62 . how cool. currently doing homework. trying to make myself cool down. mr leung is gonna kill my section. me & siqing gonna kill our section. ur section is gonna dieeeeeeeeeee and and i'm still angry at that fucking pussy lmm.
today damn fucking angry. FUCK YOU LMM! fucking dulan face. hope you burn in hell. no wonder no one marry you luh.' you fucking biase bitch only know how threaten people using the bigshots in school. please lah you boliao is it. longest teaching career in PRCS yet the most failure teacher,. you go quit your job and go home fly kite lah. mother fucking pussy. kanina ruin my mood nia. still diao me after cca. ccb go fuck your father lah mai lai kpkb can. you think you got BACKUP we scared you ah. look at yourself in the mirror lah. even principal say we're not worthy to be angry at you. let you teach only whole class results drop to F9. listen to you also F9 . what the fck man. please lah , i don't want to see you kena sack. JUST QUIT TEACHING.
really sorry for all the vulgarities. i'm really very angry. and if you all think what i say is not true it's ok :] cause i'm at my boiling point of 100 degrees. lols.
COMMON TEST! confident of getting A for both. wakaka. but then my graph draw wrong axis :( 3 marks flushed down the toilet bowl. after cca chat with nixon they all. very fun :] hahas/ but SOMEONE was there to act big. disgusting.
i can't study anymore. or else i'll be like this dog. rofl :] i study science le. quite confident about it la, but everytime i got confidence then i'll fail de. then when i say confirm fail then also really fail. sian sia i donno what to do ! ahh. hope tomorrow god will protect me :] hehes. today lessons were all ok , physics wasn't that boring o.0 and had ss test. GG liao luh. sian omgosh. so many tests coming up T.T ahhh i hate tests lah. i seriously prefer exams to test luh. tests can only watse our brain cells. tmd f*** you stupid f**ing tests! gahhhhhhh. that's all liao.
FUCKING ANGRY. and sad i feel like i'm just an invisible person standing next to you trying to get some attention. your insensitivity is killing me. or maybe i don't exist in your world? i don't know what to do..
i tried avoiding trouble , but i caused more troublle.. hais :(
today band was chaotic la.. everyone going against the NEW LEADERS.. if mr leung never sack weiliang.. none of this will happen luh.. fuck that stupid teacher lah.. sian.
and you stupid bitch .. don't like me then say lah. mai hum ji can. you make me feel damn disgusted
yes, common tests are coming. so i'm declaring war with ALOYSIUS LEE BING DE. winner - double cheeseburger loser - haven decide . so the war is on , i have to study everyday. cause ALOYSIUS IS A NERDBALL! but i can't be a nerdball since im BOB and im only good at mechanics & machines. lols. anyway i think im so gonna flung my maths. and i'm worried for my maths. i must chiong study from now on. i cannot lose to ALOYSIUS LEE BING DE ! jiayou sebrina kwa. you must win :] wakakas. currently studying maths. not exactly studying , but practicing. and suprisingly , i woke up at 10 today. that's great improvement for me. so i've been studying since 10 okay. jhahas :] still studying anyway. that's all le :] bye people :]
HAPPY VALENTINES PEOPLE! whether you're single or attached :] hope you'll find someone someday , and stay happy with your other half always :]
today morning didn't go for band =X had a bad sore throat uh. slept till 12 :( then throat still damn pain sia. but today i damn guai , eat very bland food. now throat feel much better liao :]
then around 4 plus meet dearrr :] saw like damn lots of people ! saw karkheng & his friends , saw elly , krismine , jordan , joel , kelly , sophia , kiko , wanxuan , maverick , and junxian. omgosh so pai sei T.T hahas :] went to EHUB to watch VALKRIE! its a nice movie :] about assasinating hitler. but in the end the assasination failed :( my tom cruise died ! he damn handsome :] its a true story anyway :] very nice. after that went to pastamania to eat :] i wasted food :( feel so bad . i can't finish my cabonara , got like half left T.T feel so bad :( i don't like to waste food ! after eating went home :] im happy! happyhappy :] hehes that's all le. bye :] happy valentines :] i love you.
hello people :] today received quite a number of present :] superduper happy ! :D hehehes. thank you everyone who gave the presents :] i love you guys loads yoos ! :D
BAND !
anyway today band was like damndamn boring. as usual , saxophones were left alone again. but later on mr shuko called us in , but then he mostly train on clarinets. so its still saxophones kena left out. sian! and today the weather like damn stuffy siaa. and got tons of homework T.T awww man. currently feeling damn bloody tired. tml got band till like 3? sian sia. don't feel like going till 3 pm .. hope that mr leung can change to 8 - 2 :]
LESSONS !
today lessons were all quite ok lah. today mrs see never come again :( common test are coming liao.. jia lat . if she don't come then we gonna die in test ! today chemistry was okok lah. but i like chem :] and i cannot afford to flung my physics ! i like just pass my physics test siol. cannot like that then sua luh! must make sure i get high high marks for common test,. and mrs ang say that common test quite difficult :( oh no . my science suck like shit , and my maths needs serious help HOWHOWHOW! gahh. must keep studying studying studying. kampatei sebrina kwa !
across e horizon there will be a clear blue sky.. :] hehes but i prefer a rainbow rather than a blue sky! today's lessons were all quite okay lah. PE went to AVA room , SS also went to AVA room. shiok man :] i love miss chua ! she's like damn nice :] anywya i didn't do well for my SS test.. 14/20.. i wanted at least 15 :( hais. and dawn got full marks! pro sia. but then hor .. i didn't study for it =X hehes. anyway i also screwed up my physics test..11.5/22. omgosh, i better get A1 for common test../ if not my overall is gonna be like ~!@#$%^&*(!!! but im doing well in chemistry :] hehehes. currently studying physics.. headache sia. anyway i don't know how to do maths homework :( like damn difficult sia.. feel like dropping A MATHS! hahas . but i won't! cause A maths im so gonna win you. hehes :] okay lah i go study liao . bye :]
heyhey people. valentines is coming , what are your plans? it's really fascinating that god created "love", and love is what keeps the world going round. anyway today was a really emotional day. i think i'm having moodswings.. mornign was reallyreally very tired , then a lot of people told me things.. and ruined my mood. then felt better after school.. went home to prepare for piano , then today my teacher praise me :] she say my skills improve le.. hehes :] and my fingers got stronger wakakas. just ate macdonalds for dinner. it's niceee. currently feeling bloody tired luh ~!@#%^. just now i received a good news.. :D hehes. now feeling very happy.. wakakakas. tomorrow going to shop with shanshannnn. hope no homework luh then can shop like mad :] bye people. good luck for common test :]
it's a wonder why people don't get mature yet. even though its been so long
okay i'm just joking :] gonna spend my valentines with him! don't get the wrong idea please :] anyway saturday got cca T.T from 8.30 - 3 pm. siansian! rofl. today mr leung take us for sectionals. double the sian-ness. i don't like his face =X haha :] today maths relieve period again :[ common test coming leh. sian. our science and maths is lagging badly behind ! need to buck up! and i shall own 3.7 WAKAKAKAKAKAK!! toay got 3 test :( siansian. FUCK LEEMOYMOY! bloody @#%&*I(#snadugf@#Y*I#@N@JEB@HJUG! she's like damn biase luh. idiotic @#$%^&*() rofl nevermind :] i love 3.7 yoss :] and damn , cheering competition is coming , SYF is coming, speech day is coming! and piano competition. sian. sadface. sebrina is veryvery tired
just now jordan , joel , donnavon and yushan came to do the english project :] we manage to finish in like 2 and a half hours. currently doing maths , tml got maths test :( i scared fail sia. A maths seem so difficult :( and i miss school. hahas random. hais. go study liao. byebye :]
today went for band exchange at CORAL SEC ! bad place man. saw quite a few loyang people :] hehehes. and i realise that the saxophone section damn big ! 20 over i think. got Queenstown sec, Beatty sec , loyang , coral , westwood :] we played for one another , and the best one is WESTWOOD ! hope that we can play like them luh during SYF ! :D anyway had loads of fun! got a new friend NAMED PAU! no lah his real name is actually JOEL :] nixon loves him a lot. first we had icebreaker , then sectionals then combine :] hahas :] then today our section damn bloody lame lo.
WEILIANG = RAJA BENEDICT = MUTHU SIQING = BEBE JEMIMAH = BABA TRIXIE = BALA ME = BOBO!
rofl. i don't know what's wrong with us. seriously. during combined we played quite badly la. but everyone was like veryvery stress luh :] then like only i hyper -.- damn embarassing =X hehes. anyway coral sec is damn bloody big. 2 times our school! rofllll. i finished my homework except chinses compo :] and i finally mastered PAGE ONE OF WAIT THERE BY YIRUMA! wootttts :] happyhappy :] anyway nixon sorry lahhhhhhh i joking only :( don't angry at me kayyyy? i love you darling :] i love my section :] full of fun retards. hahahah
& one last thing , maybe she's right. but i don't know why i can't bring myself to be angry at you.
it's really sad that you don't have time for me.. but i'm trying to get use to it.
today school was quite okay luh. class was veryvery fun today :] we were practically bullying LMM. she sucks big time luh , biase bitch. anyway got a lot of homework :( sadfacesadface! no time do sia. but excited about tml :] going to coral sec for band exchange. can see primary school frens :D ! then today our sec 1s came :] my juniors got music background. but still can't really play :( have to slowly teach them luh stupid ng weiliang asshole terminator keep giving me pressure ! ASSHOLE! rofl. nothing else le :] JEMIMAH & NIXON DON'T EMO! i love nixon darling :] and i love my section. hehehehehs :]
Comparisons are easily done Once you've had a taste of perfection Like an apple hanging from a tree I picked the ripest one I still got the seed
You said move on Where do I go I guess second best Is all I will know
Cause when I'm with him I am thinking of you Thinking of you What you would do if You were the one Who was spending the night Oh I wish that I Was looking into your eyes
You're like an Indian summer In the middle of winter Like a hard candy With a surprise center How do I get better Once I've had the best You said there's Tons of fish in the water So the waters I will test
He kissed my lips I taste your mouth He pulled me in I was disgusted with myself
Cause when I'm with him I am thinking of you Thinking of you What you would do if You were the one Who was spending the night Oh I wish that I Was looking into...
You're the best And yes I do regret How I could let myself Let you go Now the lesson's learned I touched it I was burned Oh I think you should know
Cause when I'm with him I am thinking of you Thinking of you What you would do if You were the one Who was spending the night Oh I wish that I Was looking into your eyes Looking into your eyes Looking into your eyes Oh won't you walk through And bust in the door And take me away Oh no more mistakes Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay...
nikki jie , junxian kor. no matter what i'll wait for you. you're the best to me.. repent.. don't make the same mistake again.. 2 years.. i'll wait for you guys to come out.. don't disappoint me.. turn over a new leaf.. i love you guys..
today was a normal dayyyy.. but 3.7 was like kinda hyper today.. what if i get in 3./8? i'll miss 3.7 a lot :[ but i wanna take pure science.. WHY 3.7 NOT PURE SCIENCE !!?!? rofl. hais. currently doing homework. byeee :]
today im happy :] hope i won't be sad tomorrow :] morning went for service , saw NERDBALL ALOYSIOUS! then saw my darling JONATHON! rofl :] today service was great. meaningful and interesting :] didn't China history was so interesting :] rofl. after service went to eat at IKEA with E18 :] the food looks nice but i can't eat 99.9999% of it =.=l so ate vegetarian pasta and fries. wakakakakak then after that went shopping with MARILYN! talked to her about a lot of things :] then she keep laughing at a shirt with wrong cutting -.- what the hell. rofl :] then after that bought dinner and go home . i feel great today :] although now a little tired :] thank you MARILYN ! i love you :] and Laura :]
