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Hello my name is SEBRINACHOCOLATEKWA
i am born on ♥ 16 september 1994 ♥
i study in Peanut Rolling Culinary School ( PRCS )
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Tuesday, March 31, 2009 @ 7:51 PM


heyheys :]
two more days to SYF! omgosh.
pray hard get silver :]
so far have like over 10 bronze, and only
1 gold with honours and 2 gold.
omgomg! nervous man :(
today school was pretty okay lah,
and got no homework :D
then morning sort of quarrelled over something.
sorryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy to youuu.
before cca went to CO room ka jiao donavon & wanqing
then talk to wanqing a while then go off le.
somehoe talking about the past is kinda sad :(
but it's over.. thre's nothing i can do.
bye people :]

why of all people him!
get another prey lah.
Sunday, March 29, 2009 @ 7:36 PM


hey people :]
back from a very slack day.
my only day to rest ,
and my only day to sleep late.
hehes :] from next week onwards
no more saturday band prac le! YAYNESS.
today had no piano , i didn't know.
so i went , then the school was closed -.-
the worst thing is , i saw fiona.
i told her what happened. so PAISEI ! ahh.
after that went to eat dinner with family,
darn shiok :] but my mum don't let me eat
western food le. cause i've been eating too much of it.
hehes :] so people remind me not to eat fast food.
currently doing homework. damn sian sia :(
don't feel like doing. but i have too. jiayou!
byes :]

when you go ,
would you even turn to say.
i don't love you ,
like i loved you yesterday.
Saturday, March 28, 2009 @ 4:27 PM

hey people ! finally my room is settled.
but still have many things in house haven't unpack.
& finally in 14 years i have my own room! woots.
my own desk , my own computer , my own TV!!

today band practice was a torture.
\today's practice 8 - 3.30.. tired sia.
plus the hot weather is killing us.
and play play until our lips swollen liao.
monday got speech day rehearsal ,
then also performing for assembly.
pray hard that we can get Silver.
and Mr leung threaten to sack my section
people.. bloody jerk. seriously speaking
they're not lousy luh. because need balance
sound that's why they play so soft what
just beacuase you everytime BLAST DOESN"T
MEAN WE"RE LOUSY. you simple embrochure
also don't know still scold us.. screw you man.

currently doing homework..
very tired.
gonna sleep soon..
and sorry guys :( didn't go cellgroup..

请你一定要比我幸福

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.


Thursday, March 26, 2009 @ 9:42 PM

im officially dead tired.

this week never sleep enough,
now sick and super duper tired.
yesterday move house until 12 am ,
then just now went to unpack stuff..
super duper tired now.
and i love my new house hehs. :]
although my room very small,
i think it feels very cosy and homely.
hope that tings can quickly unpack T.T
then i can get a good night's sleep le !
and today's enrichment is bullshit.
hahas. and told marilyn something..
i think she'll avoid me from now on.
rofl :} don't worry i won't stalk you.
anyway i love unglam :]
shall post our pictures another time.
currently too tired. going to fall asleep le.
and damn , i still haven do homework. sian
after that stupid servant leadership thing
go eat with Yushan first , then
went to Yushan's house do lit project.
super spastic bodoh. hahas :]
then play piano a bit , then go home.
i hate people who dump their friends
for other POPULAR PEOPLE.
and they will know the consequences :]
they get what they do to other people.
hehs :]
but finally its over. yayness :}

QING REN I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUU~ :]

miss you.
Monday, March 23, 2009 @ 7:25 PM

back from school.

as usual , school was quite fine.
but had speech day rehearsal ,
then i was not feeling well.
so im like suffering . lols .
then never go tuition ,
cause really no more energy,
now going play game. hahas.
bye.

sarang hey , sa bu da u bu shin.
i miss you.
but it feels horrible when i s ee you..
there's just too much oo forget ..
but i can't.
Saturday, March 21, 2009 @ 11:23 AM

TAG REPLIES!


Charmaine : i don't watch korean dramas one . i go youtube randomly search lols.
and i reply tags le ! :D and the song is saying i love you by Wondergirls

cuifeng : long time never go out with you le :(

nixon : aiya im sure he have his reasons for doing things de la.
he also very stressed out already .

weilin : but the photos quite nice. lols :]

kailun : i think you more evil. hahahah!

and i haven move house , house warming party wait longlong :D
hahaha

yesterday i miss you hell loads..
i fear for the worst..
Friday, March 20, 2009 @ 7:21 PM

today band was super short.
went to bukit batok sec ,
then two hours only then go back school!
muahahahah & i think we
sound much better than previous times :]
hehes currently eating ,
then gonna play blackshot hehehs.
byeeee

i hate weiliang !
Thursday, March 19, 2009 @ 11:29 PM

today was the worst band prac ever.
1 hour of lecuring in sediap position.

currently addicted to blackshot. hehes :D

tryingtryingtrying
tired
Wednesday, March 18, 2009 @ 8:22 PM

today band was quite okay.
attendance was quite okay ,
but then the important people never come.
1st flute , tenors -.- erherms.
then we had band prac at the tower,
with the choir people staring at us :]
hahas but playing at the tower is good,
can let us listen out to one another more.
tomorrow got band prac again ,.
yay ness. i don't know why now
i don't feel bored of band .
SYF is just two weeks away. im scared !
feel damn nervous =X and my instrument
still got problem ! howhowhow ! omgosh.
after band as usual , crapping at the 17 bus stop
with my section , zafrul and john. hahas.
jemimah wants to be a vet , zafrul a musician ,
trixie wanna be a dancer. i wanna be a chef :]
john i think he should be a food taster. lols.
and nixon doesn't have any aim of goals. lols!
hope we can achieve what we wanna be :]
and please i can cook okay !
stop saying that i can't cook. HMPH!
and my sister is on tv. hahas :]

miss you.
Tuesday, March 17, 2009 @ 10:29 PM


im currently freaking tired. .
today band exchange wa quite fun :]
i think i drank milo then too hyper.
so i cannot drink anymore milo :]
and the picture above is all the biscuit wrappers.
yes , my sectino eat de. we pro right ? lols.
but me & trixie eat the most. hehes =X
today we plaed quite well wors !
can compare to loyang sec leh. no bad rite :]
but still , there's room for improvement.
can't wait for SYF to quickly go away..
then my saturdays can sleep well le.
im studying english now..
im doing vocab practices. and its fun.
hehes :] its from a longman book.
although its an assessment book,
its the funn-est assessment i've done so far.
jiayou sebrina kwa.

am i being stupid
STRESS
@ 11:21 AM

this is the first time in my life i feel so stress.

morning , physic lesson.
after noon band to 6pm.
night , piano for one hour.
i nearly had tuition ,
but i pushed it away.
and this week , everyday BAND.
i have no choice & i have to go.
saturday , cellgroup.
and luckily this sunday i have no piano.
but , morning got church.
then after that going jamming.
what are holidays man ..
& there's like tons of fucking homework.
i really wanna give up everything i have now.
i wanna give up piano , tuition O level music.
i wanna give up dance .
i wanna give up everything now lah. zzz.
i feel like screaming at the top of my voice .
sian man. i wanna leave singapore

YESTERDAY.
had time to go out ( only 4 hours. )
so went shopping with darling Cheryl.
went orchard road . it was raining -.-
then went to forever 21 bougth a purse :D
and then bought a pair of heels. hehes.
its been so long since i go shopping..
feel so relaxed yesterday luh,
but come to today.. i just feel like sleeping
and never wake up . don't need to worry about
anything at all. hais . :(
cheryl i wanna go ngee ann :(

trying to .
Sunday, March 15, 2009 @ 11:09 AM

Saying i love you - Wondergirls

English translation of the lyrics:

Youd always ask me,
how come you never say I love you?
do you really love me?

But you know,
I wanted something more sweeter,
I want to confess to you just like those lovers from movies, so that you wont forget

Ive waited for the white snow
Ill confess to you now, the words Ive held back

I love you
your smile brighter than the sunset
your two hands that embraced me
I love you, I love you

I promise that I will never leave you
I will always tell it to you face-to-face

You ask me whats to hesitate about,
is it that hard?
I want to hear what you got to say

But you know,
I wanted something more special,
I want a special day I can always remember, so that it wont pass forgotten

Ive waited for the white snow
Ill confess to you now, the words Ive held back

I love you
your smile brighter than the sunset
your two hands that embraced me
I love you, I love you

I promise that I will never leave you
I will always tell it to you face-to-face

I dont want to separate with you
not even a single moment
when I lean on you, I hope the time will stop
I love you

I love you
your smile brighter than the sunset
your two hands that embraced me
I love you, I love you

I promise that I will never leave you
I will always tell it to you face-to-face

I love you, I love you
loving you, loving you
I love you
Saturday, March 14, 2009 @ 8:01 PM



THEY"RE SO CUTE!
@ 4:49 PM

i like this pic..

today morning was feeling super sick.
and super duper tired.. so didn't go band.
stayed at home to do homework..
but also never really do lah..
like cannot concentrate :( ....
left physics , maths . lit and chinese homework..
sian man... still got tons of piano homework..
hais. i hate holidays..

English : 62.3 damn lousy
chinese : 63 lousiest result in my whole life
add maths : 47 lowest for maths in my whole life..
e maths : 84 the good one
science : 77 soso.
combined humans : 62 super disappointed..
literature : 62 even more disappointed..

i feel like im a failure.
im losing a lot of things now..
and a lot of things might not even come back
but im holding on to it...
but i know nothing's gonna change..
Friday, March 13, 2009 @ 9:08 PM


CHEERING COMPETITION.

3.7 didn't win. not a single thing.
but its okay :} still got next year.
i thought everyone did a great job though.
so, we shall start preparing now. LOLS.
just joking lah,. 3.5 won. hmmm..
idk what to say lah. suprised that 3.4 didnt win.

CROSS COUNTRY.

i came in 23. sad sia..
actually aimed for top 20 de.
but got 23 :( and jasmine its not your fault
that i got 23 :] you've been a good running partner
aka good friend :] next year run again,. hehes :]
anyway RACHEL GOT FIRST AGAIN!
woots. do us proud again :] hehes.
anyways the top positions for sec .3 mostly from netball.
this proves that they are pro luh :] hahas.
and trixie got in 6, and benedict can't run. haha loser

just now went to see my new house.
im not boasting but it really looks like
a 5 star condo. omgosh , its really damn nice.
and i like my parent's room sia -.-
nicer than my room luh. although my room not bad
& the living room is like freaking big -.-
the kitchen is super small though.. but
from my room got nice view.
and if you stand outside my house ,
you can see the prisoners playing basketball. hahas.
currently packing some of my stuff..
cause next week moving house le.
i'll miss you my old house :( now new house damn far. sian.

i still remember last year's today..
do you?
Thursday, March 12, 2009 @ 7:22 PM

this pic is sooo cute.
today was a pretty fine day.
but received millions of homework -.-
sian sia. whole holiday taken up ,
don't even have a decent time to rest.
Sunday got piano.. so even sunday cannot rest.
then whole week got band.. sian .
so currently i chionging homework.
and i finished chem & english liao ! wahaha
tomorrow cheering and cross country.
hope 3.7 can win the champion yo!

anyway today cheer prac wa the best we had so far..
but PE everyone like no mood..
then afte school everyone hyper up liao :]
so our class cheer is finally done luh.
i think its quite nice lah just that need more coordination.
jiayou 3.7!

and im so gonna chiong cross country.
wanna get top 20 :]

today i didn't see you.. :(
i miss you
sadface
Wednesday, March 11, 2009 @ 8:39 PM

so many couples are breaking up :(
hais. but no offence..
mostly is because the guys hong.
most of my friends all kena hong. sian sia!
you bloody bastard! didn't know you were like that..
stupid asshole curse you no wife next time ar!
ok i was joking. but seriously if you wanna play around
don play with my friend! shoo off.

SCHOOL!

today was an awesome day , because i get to see
my darling MR YAO! for 3 periods . lols :]
but SS was really veryvery boring .
felt soo sleepy during SS. then physics suddenly wake up.
i think Mr chan i a very nice teacher.
he's been trying to control his temper, and not scold us.
so nice :] he must be a very nice and patient husband.
and NOOOOOOOOOOO MR yao is married. lols :]
his wife must be damn blissed. rofl !
and today someone kena taiji.. sadface & too bad.
saw that person like after school . idk what to say,
and i passed my physics test ! woohoo.
but i think my science overall gonna suck
because my first test like just pass -.-

O LEVEL MUSIC!

first day of lesson , met a lot of new friends ,.
they all damn lame & nice & friendly ! :]
all from St. Anthony Canossian , and Tampines sec.
they are very friendly & TALKATIVE, erherms.
today lesson damn interesting , listening to freaking funny opera.
its nice , but i can't stop laughing ! ahahahah.
then later on Yushan join our class :]
she's like damn tired. YUSHAN SLEEP EARLY!

i miss you


UNBEAUTIFUL - LESLEY ROY

Don't hang up, can't we talk
So confused it's like I'm lost
What went wrong, what made you go
Don't pretend you don't know
This is me I'm unchangable

When did we fall apart
Or did you lie from the start
When you said, it's only you
I was blind, such a fool
Thinking we were unbreakable

It was you and me, against the world
And you promised me forever more
Was it something that I said
Was it something that I did
Cause I gotta know what made me unbeautiful

I've been told what's done is done
To let it go and carry on
Deep inside I know that's true
I'm stuck in time, stuck on you
When We were still untouchable

It was you and me, against the world
And you promised me forever more
Was it something that I said
Was it something that I did
Cause I gotta know what made me unbeautiful

Wake up, wake up, wake up, wake up
Cause I'm only dreaming
Get out, get out, get out, get out
Get out of my head now
Because we're much better altogether
Can't let go

It was you and me, against the world
And you promised me forever more
Was it something that I said
Was it something that I did
Cause I gotta know what made me unbeautiful

It was you and me, against the world
And you promised me forever more
Was it something that I said
Was it something that I did
Cause I gotta know what made me unbeautiful

... Made me unbeautiful
Tuesday, March 10, 2009 @ 8:32 PM

why all couples are breaking up?!

WHY!!!!
stay strong
@ 7:41 PM

TODAY !



Today i was a little crazy, especially after recess.
don't know why , i just seem to be so positive.
just laughing my ass off, joking all the way,.
then made marilyn embarass herself outside class HAHA!
you know what you did okay.

chinese lesson was funfun and fun.
we were joking LMM and KALA as twinnies.
but toay they never wear twinnie clothes.
LMM wore purple, but KALA never :( sadface
then LMM face is just irresistable to laugh at.
and suprisingly i never kena send out.

ENGLISH!
3/4 class never do homework, all sent out.
rofl its like the whole corridor is packed .
then in the end she send people who have the
homework back to classroom .

BAND!
band was damn slack today , no teachers around.
Mr goh was taking Sec 1s and the speechparade thingy.
so he rest were like so slack , especially saxophones.
cause no one take us then also no teacher !
then kena bullied by Weiliang until damn jialat.
.i will take revenge one day ! just you wait
Saw winnie , susan and vanessa :}
also Syafiqah came back , then she help me take sec 1s.
hehes. then we just slacked and slacked.
got practice lah , of course. i very guai one
stayed until 7 plus then went home.. now tired like shit.
today hyper too much le.. now no energy liao.

RJA
damn i wanna go. celeste you suck !
win tickets to go. and laulau and afiqah also go!! ahh
stooopid lah :(

i wanna thank those who's been there for me..
if weren't for you guys, i would have gone smoking again..
i would have ran out to the road and die..
i love you guys. you will know who you are. :]
Sunday, March 08, 2009 @ 7:46 PM

YESTERDAY.

attended vanessa's cellgroup.
cell leader ( Donavon ) preached about tongues
it was like so true..
slandering, badmouthing, its already a sin.
backstabbing too. so on judgement day,
you guys will be judged badly by god.
& i shall not name who, cause im just disappointed in you & you.
and justice will be brought upon , & you & you will be punished.
as shameful to say , you & you are christians.
yet you're comitting sins that you claim to not do.
disappointing.

& whether you guys are angry at me a not i don't care.
cause from the bottom of my heart i treated you as friends
and right infront of my face you backstabbed & badmouth
i got nothing to say. just disappointed i guess

TODAY !

went to do project with Marilyn , Siying , Yushan and Jordan.
as usual me and marilyn always the earliest.
the rest were of course late. i went for piano , then go back do again.
i wanna give up grade 6 sia.. so difficult. :(
and i don't know why... i just suddenly feel so emo.
then marilyn jiujiu treat me Sakae :] hehes.
then after that we all went grocery shopping,
then go home le..

today i miss you a lot.. i don't know why
i saw so many couples.. hais
Friday, March 06, 2009 @ 8:20 PM

1 year 8 months...
its over..
its really over
Thursday, March 05, 2009 @ 7:53 PM


im so disappointed..
they're my friends..
but that's bullshit..
they're just a bunch of hypocrites

and my boyfriend..
he doesn't seem to give a damn about me..
he's not like that last time..
why can't he put himself in my shoes..
why can't he understand the pain i feel..
trying to maintain this relationship alone

i really thought of giving up in life..
but its my true friends that kept me going on..
i must stay strong
Wednesday, March 04, 2009 @ 7:50 PM

dedicated to benedict:

hello crippled guy.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
please eat your cake properly.
you're 14 now !
hope you improve in your studies
and your saxophone skills ! :]
and don't be like weiliang such a loser. LOL


my mum told me something..
she told me that my whole family keep asking her
why im like getting thinner o.0
they thought like i have anorexia or something.
but ya lah , i lost like 6 kg since sec 1. rofl.
today i was embarassed like shit. don't wanna talk about it.
makes my blood boil!

currently craving for strawberry cheesecake ice cream&
chocolate fudge cake. i donno why ! ahh
next week is cheering competition le , omgosh.
haven like even finish the cheer ! omgosh ! ahh.
tomorrow must get it done. if not next week, GG.

today's physics test was easy..
hope can get full marks. lols
impossible coz i not sure about last question. hahas.
just now practicing piccolo. i sound awful!!!
nvm i'll improve one day. wakakka.
Sunday, March 01, 2009 @ 6:03 PM

If I were a boy
Even just for a day
I'd roll out of bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted and go

Drink beer with the guys
And chase after girls
I'd kick it with who I wanted
And I'd never get confronted for it
Cause they stick up for me

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man
I'd listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy
I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone it's broken
So they'd think that I was sleeping alone

I'd put myself first
And make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she'd be faithful,
Waiting for me to come home, to come home.

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man
I'd listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

It's a little too late for you to come back
Say it's just a mistake,
Think I'd forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong

But you're just a boy
You don't understand
And you don't understand, ohhhh
How it feels to love a girl
Someday you wish you were a better man
You don't listen to her
You don't care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you're taking her for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

But you're just a boy

Send "If I Were A Boy" Ringtone to your Cell
@ 3:34 PM

rainbow in the grey sky Pictures, Images and Photos


in every darkness,
there is bound to be a source of light somewhere.
but you have to find it yourself..

today tuition was like damn @#$%^&* early..
damn tired now.. later got piano :(
currently doing homework.. do until pekcek..
after tuition went to mac to eat,..
Hehan and jonathon are meanies.
keep saying what people kena bong. hahas :]
nothing else le, tomorrow don't wanna go school :(

so close yet hearts
so far apart