Hello my name is SEBRINACHOCOLATEKWA
i am born on ♥ 16 september 1994 ♥
i study in Peanut Rolling Culinary School ( PRCS )
i love Hello kitty, family, friends and animals
didnt go school cause got fever.. whole day feel so tired & numb. having problems even typing.. no appetite to eat anything.. feel so bored.. somemore stomach very pain.. T.T god come save me .. i wonder what you're doing now.. i miss you hello loads....
Tagged by Jasmeen.
TYPE YOUR FIRST NAME WITH YOUR... 1. FINGERS: sebrina 2. CHIN: druyjhbvs? 3. ONE FINGER, EYES CLOSED: sevbrubsa =.=l 4. ELBOW: szed vreuib naq =.=l 5. NOSE: ewgttu =.=l 6. PALM: sebrina ;D
List four randoms you have. my chouchou :D handphone PSP. 2 pencil case ipod.
2. Have you ever slept in the back of a car? yeees.
3. Have you recently dyed your hair/cut it? - Trim banks lorhh.
4. List four people that you look up to the most. - grandma, mummy, Avril Lavigne, MISS WOON!
5. How many pets do you own as of now? er..6?
6. Which do you prefer white or black? black. duh
7. Who is your most played character? emo?
8. Choose one or the other, not both:-Being stuck on an island with a friend-Being stuck on an island with 5 acquaintances with a friend.
9. Name three aspects that tell who you are. lame, retarded, unstable
10. If you could have a power what would it be? i wanna be george bush , then have the power to rule the world. then i'll stop animal abuse, human trafficking, child labour , global warming, then i'll contribute funds, food and water to Africa and send in army to stop genocide! also will help the poor build houses :D
11. Who was the last person you talked to? Jasmeen lo. on msn
12. Write down the first five words that pop into your head. sick , tired , numb , pain , sleepy
13. What's one thing you wish you could do better? control my temper.
14. Do you like the way you are? er. . kind of except i wish i was taller. and my health to be stronger.
15. Choose, summer or winter: SUMMER. my skin was start shedding in winter. 16. Rain or snow? none of the above. this signifies cold weather and my skin will peel off.
17. Water or ice? -Water.
18. List two odd things about yourself. i like to meow and smell my chouchou/
19. Which are two of your bad habits? er.. let me think/. im kinda addicted to beer.. and i like to play piano when people are watching tv lloll.
Gabriella I gotta say what's on my mind Something about us Doesn't seem right these days Life keeps getting in the way Whenever we try, somehow the plan Is always rearranged
It's so hard to say But I've gotta do what's best for me You'll be ok...
I've got to move on and be who I am I just don't belong here I hope you understand We might find our place in this World someday But at least for now I gotta go my own way
Don't wanna leave it all behind But I get my hopes up And I watch them fall everytime Another colour turns to grey And it's just too hard to watch it all Slowly fade away I'm leaving today 'cause I've Gotta do what's best for me You'll be ok... I've got to move on and be who I am I just don't belong here I hope you understand We might find our place in this World someday But at least for now I gotta go my own way
Troy What about us? What about everything we've been through?
Gabriella What about trust?
Troy You know I never wanted to hurt you
Gabriella And what about me?
Troy What am I supposed to do?
Gabriella I gotta leave but I'll miss you
Troy I'll miss you
Gabriella So I've got to move on and be who I am
Troy Why do you have to go?
Gabriella I just don't belong here I hope you understand
Troy: I'm trying to understand
Gabriella We might find our place in this World someday But at least for now
Troy I want you to stay
Gabriella I wanna go my own way I've got to move on and be who I am
Troy What about us?
Gabriella I just don't belong here I hope you understand
Troy I'm trying to understand
Gabriella We might find our place in this World someday But at least for now I gotta go my own way I gotta go my own way I gotta go my own way.
All I know Is everything is not as it's sold But the more I grow the less I know And I have lived so many lives Though I'm not old And the more I see, the less I grow The fewer the seeds the more I sow
Then I see you standing there Wanting more from me And all I can do is try Then I see you standing there Wanting more from me And all I can do is try
I wish I hadn't seen all of the realness And all the real people are really not real at all The more I learn The more I learn The more I cry the more I cry As I say goodbye to the way of life I thought I had designed for me
Then I see you standing there Wanting more from me And all I can do is try Then I see you standing there I'm all I'll ever be But all I can do is try Try
All of the moments that already passed We'll try to go back and make them last All of the things we want each other to be We never will be And that's wonderful, and that's life And that's you, baby This is me, baby And we are, we are, we are, we are Free In our love We are free in our love
im seriously feeling very down now.. how i wish there is a knife now.. then i can cut myself and die away slowly. is it really too much to ask for more attention and care.. from someone close to you..
my head is telling me to go.. i wonder what my heart says
i've really got loads of things to say now. if i don't say it out im really going crazy. so don't mind my complaints yarhhh :D
1# - i really hate this din called BETRAYAL. well it's kinda long story. but i dont like it when people don't appreciate friends larh. like wtf.. don't treat us like rubbish can. and when no friends you'll come back., and then don't worry we'll say a big NO.
2# - i hate liars. i really hate them. yes i've lied. sometimes for purpose, sometimes not. but so what? it's the point about trust. seriously, i don't know how to trust you anymore.. i don't even know if what you say is true.. sometimes i just hope im dead. things are just different from the past.. i don't know who to truely trust.. and in this case, you've proven to me that i can't trust you.. guess im just feeling disappointed now ..
3# - i hate hypocritical people. you motherfuckers out there. if you really only know how to backstab people or be two-faced, go home and fuck your MOTHER MAN. don't come kao bei kao bu. we don't need two-faced people in our lives.
that's all i have to say. i just wanna break down during assembly.. can't help but to think you and her....
sorry for not posting after so long yaaaaa. anyways exams coming le, so i wont be using com so often coz im studying (: i very guai derhh. (: anyway i wanna thank all those who contributed to my birthday (: i love ya guys. thanks for the presents (: won't be posting until after exams . & yeah, GOOD LUCK TO YOU GUYS! hope you guys can pass with flying colours. jiayou (:
im in love with incredible by clique girls. it's damn nice can!! lols. (: anyway , michael left prcs ): it feels so weird. who's gonna talk back to ms woon , walk in class stealing food ? lols (: i mean , we'll really miss him. class will be quieter ( hehan doesnt mean you can make noise!) hahas. haix. sadface. sepearting is part of our life. hope you got yourself into a good school (: start afresh! exposing to new things is good though (: but cannot forget 2.9! mustmustmust! come for class chalet. MUST you know. haiiiiiis. i hate mr leung now. siannnnn. all teachers in prcs are like getting so ~!@#$%^&*()_ like what the @Q!~!Q@#$%^&*()?!?!?! lols. going to bathe then go tuition (: haven do tuition work =P byebye. ily.
came back from a long long walk.. been thinking a lot.. walked from home to pasir ris park, sat there for 2 hours.. then took bus to TM, ate dinner then went home........... i've been realy moody these few days.. so tml school start if i don't talk to you .. please don't mind me.. coz i've never talk for like three days to anyone.. so tml might not too. anyway..now i feel much better.. just that my eye hurts after crying for so long..later gonna take a good shower.. and force myself to sleep.. just now talked to Zhangmin on msn.. felt much better le. thank you ZHANGMIN. i love you girl (: is true love really to let your loved ones be happy...? i need someone to tell me what to do.. guide me through again.. im so confused now.. i have no idea what to do.. how to save our relationship..maybe Gina is right.. let time takes it course.. haix..but how long will i wait when things go back to the same thing again? 2 days? 2 weeks? or even one year..? so much memories.. i just can't bear to let go..not only these memories.. but him... the main thing is about him.. but i guess he don't know how much he mean to me.... i just hope i'll feel better..try to concentrate in class tomorrow.. hope i wont think too much.. that's all people.. byebye.
true love is when you let your loved one be happy.. if you're really tired of me.. please.. i beg you.. please leave me.... you won't be happy......... im not the one you used to love ..... i don't want you to drag on with me........ i don't want you to be unhappy............. i just hope you will be happy.. but you're not happy with me now... so please.. leave me..... it'll do you good......... i love you..
i miss you hell loads... i've never cried so much in my whole life.. seperating is part of our life process...
SECOND POST! M TAGGED!!! so i shall do it again (: lols.
1. What disappoints you the most? things i fail to savvvvve, make it right, achieve.
2. Where will you go if someone sponsors you a tour ticket? i still wanna go new zealand!
3. What's your favourite drink? currently like fruit juices.
4. Do you think money can buy happiness? nahhhh.
5. If you can have one dream to come true, what would it be? everything i want to be perfect(: 6. Do you believe you can survive without money? cannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn_not.
7. What are you afraid to lose the most? him. friends i guess. and family
8. If you win $1 million, what would you do? give some to charity, family , and the rest buy the things i want then save.
9. What do you dream of doing in the future? xian qi liang mu. LOL!
10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you? she's is gay. lame. retarded. :D
11. What is tomorrow going to be like? outing with cheryl!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WEEEEEEE~
12. What type of person do you hate most? people who don't think for others , and people who doesn't care about the situation.
13. Where do you see yourself 10 years down the road? singapore? lols.
14. What do you think is the most important thing in your life? him , friends , family , money , bugs bunny, chouchou!
15. Which friend of yours you don't want to lose most? i know no friends. i know retards :D
16. Who is your best buddy? bugs bunny. 17. What will you do if you have a lot of free time but you cannot step out of the house? play computerrrrr. play pianooo? talk to bugs bunny.
18. What will you do, if you found out that someone backstabbed you ? i front stab that person! =.=l
19. Who do u always bully? bugs bunny. i can't stand the way he stares at me!
20. If you could have a superpower, what would it be? turn back time. nono! have all the superpowers in marvel comics (:
HELLO PEOPLE :DDDDDDDDD firstly , i want to thank my super loveable sweet cute & caring Gina for this hello kitty! although the pic is not the real hello kitty ( coz i lazy to upload) it's something similar (: omgomgomg!! i love you mann (: thanks for this super duper early birthday present (: hope you have fun in Auckland ! remember not to eat too much chocolates. Hahas. (: anyway today morning went for the sungei buloh thing. damnnnnn stoopid & boring can. in the end because the area at sungei buloh got aedes mosquitoes we have to go to Pasir ris park =.=l wtfbbq. lame sia. waste time niaaaa. and we have to do a crappy w/s that does not need to be handed up! waste our pen ink and wasting paper! LOLS. anyway im tired nowwww. and i think i caught flu. and got headache T.T maybe cause the weather. zzz. i must eat more fruits to build up my immunity! wakakakakas. that's all le peopleeeeeeeeeeeeee. byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (:
i can't help but look at other couples so loving together.
nothing special today just that went for tuition. and i was pissed because somebody pulled my fcking hair which i took fcking half an hour to tie it up nicely. but i guess now im calm. maybe im not. all i've learnt today is humans can't be trusted even the ones closest to you. they take your trust as an advantage. and promises are meant to be broken.
you left her so lonely , and you were gone with other people. she waited for you, on her phone but to no avail. she was disappointed. she didn't want to show you , she hid her sadness, her jealousy. you never thought about how she felt. and now what does other people think? and then , you can't celebrate her birthday you promised her 1 condition , but you didn't fufil it. that's why promises are meant to be broken. and i won't ever fucking trust you again. my birthday is wrecked, it is meaningless. it's just you , never me. love sucks.
band was boring today , yeah. we keep doing ECHOES OF IRELAND. but it was a nice piece. and our practice was in the dance studio. and wtf CIO WAS CANCELLED !! AHHHHHHHHHH!! coz of N level , band had to be in dance studio. so if the CIO took dance studio first , we won't have BAND PRACTICE!!!! AHHHH!! DAMN IT!! stupid mr leung . put band at 12. lols. he is a super biased freak. keep picking on Kailun. he's a fcktard! that stupid nehneh. my mum say he treat us nice because he want us to go O level music . LOLS! so dumb. no wonder now he like ******?!?!?!?!@#$%^&* lols. anyway laulau sick =( GET WELL SOOOON!! my darling too (: get well soooon . love you loads (: arghhhh! and everyone's like laughing at my new haircut T.T what the hell. stupid !@#$%^&*( that's all le. im on a fast food fast. LOL. anyway , i finished maths & science =P
