Hello my name is SEBRINACHOCOLATEKWA
i am born on ♥ 16 september 1994 ♥
i study in Peanut Rolling Culinary School ( PRCS )
i love Hello kitty, family, friends and animals
it's been quite long since i've last posted ( i guess ) okay i shall talk about todaY =) today i woke up late so didn't go school =X hehes. but i was also running a fever in the morning. i think im too fatigued with so much activities =) lols. then today brought the children to FARMART! that place really brought me a lot of memories when i was small. my grandparents often bring me and my sisters there :D i remember it was soo fun =) got cows and chickens so cute =) hhahas. then my two kids (lol) are Cindy & jieqi. they are quite cute las =) but i want my jefferey T.T he's so cute can . and he talked to me!! for the 1st time =) hahas. then we played like treasure hunt, then run around =) after that we got like 4 eggs before we went home =) it was a very tiring day, but it was fun& worthwhile =) hahas, that's all . im veryyyy tired now =( and i miss him.
im bored currently. doing tuition homework. so siann. i miss marilynnnnnnnnnn . hahas. yesterday talked to her on phone. then after she went to eat never message me! then cannot go online coz she no computer. LOL. i can't believe i actually finished my piano theory. it's a great achievement for me!! *thank you* *thank you* lols. tomorrow got drama! but i got piano =) so can pon. wakakas. then at night got tuition ==l siaaan. i haven finish tuition homework T.T but at least better than hehan never do at all =X hahas. im bored and i miss him. that's all.
today had our CIP. me celeste, laura and marilyn were late! we got scolded, but its ok. cause FRIENDS SHARE THEIR UPS & DOWNS TOGETHER. the kids at the child care centre are all very cute!! hahas. especially JEFFEREY!!!!! lols. he's kinda introvert. but he's really very adorable =) pity that he don't liek to talk =( well we played twister, catching, wacko and dog&bone. it was very very fun!! i remember that Sam can run very fast =) and jefferey is also quite fast too. damn tired now. so siannnnn also. tomrrow got tuition T.T and i sprained my ankle when playing catching ( i think ) some more P.E also very pain T.T rahhhhh. that's all. now im hungry for ice cream. hahas.'
back from PTM. damn boring can. especially when mr ong gives his WONDERFUL speech. Mr ong talk and talk and talk so boring!! and vanessa's father damn funny. i think he's the only one who complained about mr ong =) hahas. then waited for like one hour to my turn =( and im like NUMBER 9??? lols. i wonder what time number 40 will go home =) LOLS. im glad that i got mr leung =) hahas. he talked to me and my mum , he say i can do better. but i donno what went wrong =( anyway i feel like crying when i got my report card =( i was sooooooo disappointed. BUT HOLIDAYS ARE COMING!! excluding the stupid structured programme. here's the list of things i want to do: 1 - SHOPPING SPREEEEE!!! 2- Chiong homework on first day!! 3- Get enough sleep!! 4- Brush up my maths T.T 5- Organise my study table!! 6- Celebrate his birthday :D 7- Go out with KNS-ERS!!!! 8- band camp T.T
that's all i think. hahas anyway structured programme sounds fun because the teacher appointed to us are very nice and friendly =) BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
Hello people, today's been another bad day. but i really want to thank Trixie, amanda and Cheryl for making my day better =) skipped Drama because seriously no mood to go for that crap. so went out to eat with cheryl, and i feel so paiseh. cause i ate a lot a lot, and i hope that i didnt freak her out. ate KFC, then eat ice cream. i want to thank her for accompanying me to eat when i am feeling down despite of my monstrous appetite. then after that cheryl accompanied me to the beach, a place with many memories. i spilled everything out to her, thanks cheryl you're the best =D after that went home, just feel so tired . just another bad day. i just wonder why things turn out like this. when im most down, people seems so.................. i donno what to say. they just seem to .. nothing.. later i get scolded again. well maybe its true that im oversensitive but at least someone consider my feeling? haix, forget it im always the one causing troubles.. anyway people seems happier without me.. cause they have other people while i turn to the wall.. so im just nothing actually. hahas. hey people, try to tolerate so many things everyday without saying a word and when one day you blurt it out, everyone turns against you, you cry alone, and all these while you keep biting your lips , not uttering a word, and then you get this kind of treatment. can anyone understand? apparently no cause everyone is like that, you will never know it if you feel it for yourself. By saying doesn't prove anything. so what if a person keep saying IT'S OK IT'S OK many times but actually they don't mean it? that's crap right... hahas. and im talking crap cause people will never listen to what i say.
sebrina lovees cheryl =D retarded me hawhaws. =D chhhheerrry =) our shoes =) wakakakas. still got more photos, but lazy to upload =)
i wanted to hug you and cry.. but you too are turning against me, im really speechless. and now i know that they weren't true at all. im just a substitute.
recently a lot of unhappy things happened, so i shall share with you guys =) hope that you can give me some comments and advices =)
Monday we had our sexuality education. it was about teenage pregnancy, and it reminded me of my friend (i won't say the name). well you know she got pregnant. but the boyfriend doesn't want to be responsible for it. i would say that the guy is a total JERK and ASSHOLE. I pity my friend a lot.. but i don't know what to do. i told her to opt for abortion, but she didn't want to. Well, she's underage, but her boyfriend's not. so the guy won't be sent to jail. dammit.she's two months pregnant now.. and i feel so helpless to see her suffer. i really want to help her but i have no ability to. i really hope that her fairygodmother would save her.
Yesterday my mum told me that my grandmother had kidney failure, and her diabetes is worsening. i was really sad, but i didn't show it out. i've tried to stay hyper but i just can't. i don't want to lose another kin, and someone who's quite close to me. i really don't want to lose another one.. i've lost so many of them. im really worried for my grandmother. but i can't do anything. just hope that i can take it easy when one day it really come true.. so people please treasure your family..
My results are out too. All Disappointing =( except for geography, perhaps. im really disappointed in myself. i worked so hard for this exam but my results are still so bad. i just want to repay my parents with my results. but i disappointed them =( i totally flung my maths =( i failed by one mark . again. last year also like that. what the hell. i think i have to work my ass off from now? hahas.. or maybe im just too dumb.
recently quarrelled with Trisha , im sorry, maybe i was the total bitch who was wrong all the way. i mean, after all these while you chose to be that way. i can't do anything but just wish you the best . hope you'll forgive me, cause i didn't know how you felt..
Yesterday ** scolded me =( i mean i was sad, but i know he didn't mean it. cause no choice, he had to control us. i almost cried okay. Somemore i was feeling so down. But luckily Benedict talked to me, so my tears didnt come down. Thanks benedict .. and nixon =)
Lastly, hmm. i donno if i should post this.. but ok i shall post it ba. to my dearest KNS-ers. maybe im being oversensitive, but i just want to let you know, in the six of us three of you are always together, and the other two also. im the last one. but i don't belong anywhere, and i donno where to go to. i just feel so left out when im with you guys. that's why i rather choose not to be with you guys. maybe im just being sensitive. seeing you three together seem so much happier than with me. maybe im just oversensitive, but sometimes i just don't know why. i've been thinking a lot recently, about a lot of things. all these things are troubling me. i donno who to talk to, just him and now to everyone. i don't need you guys to treat me exceptionally good or something, just be who you are cause you guys don't have to add me in or something.. cause this might not be true you to guys.all the while i've been biting my lips.. not saying a word about this.i think i told zhangmin... but i felt much better to throw this burden away. just hope tomorrow will be a better day. i don't want to cry on anymore.
currently not feeling very well. keep on vomiting =( and IM NOT PREGNANT!! firstly is because of a stupid lady's perfume on the bus and secondly i have motion sickness =) anyways, yesterday went out with my family to eat at OUTBACK STEAKHOUSE!! it's nice bodoh =) the ambience very romantic =P and the waiters are very friendly, got a lot of angmoh there drinking beer =) anyway we ordered cheese fries, fish&chips and sirloin steak =) rah the cheese fries damn nice can !!! hahas =) and then the fish&chips also quite nice la =) after eating we went to catch a movie =) hahas. that's all le. BYE
yesterday went out to tm , then go to ehub watch IRON MAN!! hahas. iron man was damn nice =) you guys should watch it :D then yesterday saw erherm* at toy r us at TM =) hahas. lolsss. after TM went to ehub lo then play arcade then watch movie. saw a lot of PRCS people. super suay T.T stupid siaaaaa. then saw sophia. but she didn't see us la. lols. she also watching movie. after watch finish movie then go find jordan then we went to lan lo. play dota . LOLS. eh im not bad for a beginner okay !! at least i had 4 kills! but is ks jordan one =X hahas. lolss. then after that went to beach. jordan waiting for liangxian and aloysious, so i went first lo. i was freaking tired -.-l anyway, EXAM IS OVER!! hahas. i woke up at 1pm =X hahas. lols. now im freaking bored. ok la that's all bye =)
i really wonder what am i treated as, is it the one where you all use when you need help? or am i just a substitute..
im currently doing my art T.T rahhs i hate art man. stupid mr ling set standard so high for what hahas. anyways i am determined not to take art in sec 3! waste of time and waste my energy! hahas, that's all =)
i changed skin ! AGAIN. hahas. parodn me for that cause im freaking bored :D just now Lixuan, Marilyn and Celeste were at my house , studying MATHS. but you know, we were fooling around :D hahas. anyways im freaking tired now :( and now many people are catching flu !! so people who got flu must rest more and not use COMPUTER!! my eyes are closing soon T.T rahhhhhs. two more papers and MYE is OVER! yay. i haven start on my art =X and art is on friday !! hahas. im just not in the studying mood cause im too tired !! anyways today was Science. it was kinda easy , but i drew my electronic structure wrongly !!! and i forgot to put in the units for the resistance T.T oh my god, hope that i'll pass science. That's all people ! BYEEEE
just finished doing three super thick science worksheet :) im damn tired now :) before that got piano , and my teacher say i improved! but i didn't practice like a single bit? LOLS. anyway after exam nseey, jordan , spencer and donnie came to my house to study. we WERE suppose to study , but some of use end up playing "wrestling" and then we played MONOPOLY!! i was like losing all the way ? lols. then after that go piano lo. im freaking tired now !!!!! rahhhhhs. ok la that's all :) hope that i pass my maths T.T cause i didn't finish the paper!!! BYE :)
marilyn no matter what we'll always be here for you!! so cheer up :) we want our retarded marilyn back :) at most i sacrifice my money and buy you one bubble tea T.T wakakas. must remember to smile everyday :D
just came back from studying with big baby :) im revising maths now :) hahas. im sooooo tired T.T anyways went to ehub with him, then it was damn boring! Ehub got nothing one lo. so boring. only the cinema and arcade is nice =D hahas. then the whole shopping mall is like only got food? lols. so lame bodoh. ok la that's all le :) bye !
after all you've done, you expect her to forgive you? wake up. look at yourself into the mirror. you're the hypocrite, the bitch the backstabber. take a good look at yourself, and see how you've won the trust of your victims, and stop acting cute la please. i feel like puking. is BOYS what you want? or maybe you're jealous. wake up , fugly idiot.
today im in good mood :D hahas. donno why i feel so hyper! today went to study with celeste, marilyn and laura. then ok we crapped a lot :D hahas. we studied maths, and oh my gosh. i got nearly everything wrong, all due to carelessness :P hahas. after that saw zhangmin and yiting, with their friends :D then crapped with zhangmin :D lols. she's freaking lame!! hahas. then afterwards marilyn go her popo house, laura and celeste went home. so i went to the arcade with Zhangmin :) RAHHHH she beat me in basketball !! hahas. she's good though :) then after that accompany zhangmin buy SUSHI! lols. then after that we went home lo. hohos. now im bored T.T donno what to do. the television like nothing to watch. hahas. currently missing him =X lawls~ ok that's all .
currently crapping with Trisha. she is really a retard. and im sick of studying! feel so tired now. don't feel like studying. maths paper 1 is coming! everyone must work hard :) anyway im bored. grrrr. hope that i can score well :) BYES!
