this pic is sooo cute.
today was a pretty fine day.
sian sia. whole holiday taken up ,
don't even have a decent time to rest.
Sunday got piano.. so even sunday cannot rest.
then whole week got band.. sian .
so currently i chionging homework.
tomorrow cheering and cross country.
anyway today cheer prac wa the best we had so far..
but PE everyone like no mood..
so our class cheer is finally done luh.
i think its quite nice lah just that need more coordination.
and im so gonna chiong cross country.
Wednesday, March 11, 2009 @ 8:39 PM
so many couples are breaking up :(
hais. but no offence..
mostly is because the guys hong.
most of my friends all kena hong. sian sia!
you bloody bastard! didn't know you were like that..
stupid asshole curse you no wife next time ar!
ok i was joking. but seriously if you wanna play around
don play with my friend! shoo off.
SCHOOL!
today was an awesome day , because i get to see
my darling MR YAO! for 3 periods . lols :]
but SS was really veryvery boring .
felt soo sleepy during SS. then physics suddenly wake up.
i think Mr chan i a very nice teacher.
he's been trying to control his temper, and not scold us.
so nice :] he must be a very nice and patient husband.
and NOOOOOOOOOOO MR yao is married. lols :]
his wife must be damn blissed. rofl !
and today someone kena taiji.. sadface & too bad.
saw that person like after school . idk what to say,
and i passed my physics test ! woohoo.
but i think my science overall gonna suck
because my first test like just pass -.-
O LEVEL MUSIC!
first day of lesson , met a lot of new friends ,.
they all damn lame & nice & friendly ! :]
all from St. Anthony Canossian , and Tampines sec.
they are very friendly & TALKATIVE, erherms.
today lesson damn interesting , listening to freaking funny opera.
its nice , but i can't stop laughing ! ahahahah.
then later on Yushan join our class :]
she's like damn tired. YUSHAN SLEEP EARLY!
i miss youUNBEAUTIFUL - LESLEY ROY
Don't hang up, can't we talk
So confused it's like I'm lost
What went wrong, what made you go
Don't pretend you don't know
This is me I'm unchangable
When did we fall apart
Or did you lie from the start
When you said, it's only you
I was blind, such a fool
Thinking we were unbreakable
It was you and me, against the world
And you promised me forever more
Was it something that I said
Was it something that I did
Cause I gotta know what made me unbeautiful
I've been told what's done is done
To let it go and carry on
Deep inside I know that's true
I'm stuck in time, stuck on you
When We were still untouchable
It was you and me, against the world
And you promised me forever more
Was it something that I said
Was it something that I did
Cause I gotta know what made me unbeautiful
Wake up, wake up, wake up, wake up
Cause I'm only dreaming
Get out, get out, get out, get out
Get out of my head now
Because we're much better altogether
Can't let go
It was you and me, against the world
And you promised me forever more
Was it something that I said
Was it something that I did
Cause I gotta know what made me unbeautiful
It was you and me, against the world
And you promised me forever more
Was it something that I said
Was it something that I did
Cause I gotta know what made me unbeautiful
... Made me unbeautiful
Tuesday, March 10, 2009 @ 8:32 PM
why all couples are breaking up?!
WHY!!!!
@ 7:41 PM
TODAY !
Today i was a little crazy, especially after recess.
don't know why , i just seem to be so positive.
just laughing my ass off, joking all the way,.
then made marilyn embarass herself outside class HAHA!
you know what you did okay.
chinese lesson was funfun and fun.
we were joking LMM and KALA as twinnies.
but toay they never wear twinnie clothes.
LMM wore purple, but KALA never :( sadface
then LMM face is just irresistable to laugh at.
and suprisingly i never kena send out.
ENGLISH!
3/4 class never do homework, all sent out.
rofl its like the whole corridor is packed .
then in the end she send people who have the
homework back to classroom .
BAND!
band was damn slack today , no teachers around.
Mr goh was taking Sec 1s and the speechparade thingy.
so he rest were like so slack , especially saxophones.
cause no one take us then also no teacher !
then kena bullied by Weiliang until damn jialat.
.i will take revenge one day ! just you wait
Saw winnie , susan and vanessa :}
also Syafiqah came back , then she help me take sec 1s.
hehes. then we just slacked and slacked.
got practice lah , of course. i very guai one
stayed until 7 plus then went home.. now tired like shit.
today hyper too much le.. now no energy liao.
RJA
damn i wanna go. celeste you suck !
win tickets to go. and laulau and afiqah also go!! ahh
stooopid lah :(
i wanna thank those who's been there for me..if weren't for you guys, i would have gone smoking again..i would have ran out to the road and die..i love you guys. you will know who you are. :]
Sunday, March 08, 2009 @ 7:46 PM
YESTERDAY.
attended vanessa's cellgroup.
cell leader ( Donavon ) preached about tongues
it was like so true..
slandering, badmouthing, its already a sin.
backstabbing too. so on judgement day,
you guys will be judged badly by god.
& i shall not name who, cause im just disappointed in you & you.
and justice will be brought upon , & you & you will be punished.
as shameful to say , you & you are christians.
yet you're comitting sins that you claim to not do.
disappointing.
& whether you guys are angry at me a not i don't care.
cause from the bottom of my heart i treated you as friends
and right infront of my face you backstabbed & badmouth
i got nothing to say. just disappointed i guess
TODAY !
went to do project with Marilyn , Siying , Yushan and Jordan.
as usual me and marilyn always the earliest.
the rest were of course late. i went for piano , then go back do again.
i wanna give up grade 6 sia.. so difficult. :(
and i don't know why... i just suddenly feel so emo.
then marilyn jiujiu treat me Sakae :] hehes.
then after that we all went grocery shopping,
then go home le..
today i miss you a lot.. i don't know why
i saw so many couples.. hais
Friday, March 06, 2009 @ 8:20 PM
1 year 8 months...
its over..
its really over
Thursday, March 05, 2009 @ 7:53 PM

im so disappointed..
they're my friends..
but that's bullshit..
they're just a bunch of hypocrites
and my boyfriend..
he doesn't seem to give a damn about me..
he's not like that last time..
why can't he put himself in my shoes..
why can't he understand the pain i feel..
trying to maintain this relationship alone
i really thought of giving up in life..
but its my true friends that kept me going on..
i must stay strong
Wednesday, March 04, 2009 @ 7:50 PM
dedicated to benedict:
hello crippled guy.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
please eat your cake properly.
you're 14 now !
hope you improve in your studies
and your saxophone skills ! :]
and don't be like weiliang such a loser. LOL

my mum told me something..
she told me that my whole family keep asking her
why im like getting thinner o.0
they thought like i have anorexia or something.
but ya lah , i lost like 6 kg since sec 1. rofl.
today i was embarassed like shit. don't wanna talk about it.
makes my blood boil!
currently craving for strawberry cheesecake ice cream&
chocolate fudge cake. i donno why ! ahh
next week is cheering competition le , omgosh.
haven like even finish the cheer ! omgosh ! ahh.
tomorrow must get it done. if not next week, GG.
today's physics test was easy..
hope can get full marks. lols
impossible coz i not sure about last question. hahas.
just now practicing piccolo. i sound awful!!!
nvm i'll improve one day. wakakka.
Sunday, March 01, 2009 @ 6:03 PM
If I were a boy
Even just for a day
I'd roll out of bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted and go
Drink beer with the guys
And chase after girls
I'd kick it with who I wanted
And I'd never get confronted for it
Cause they stick up for me
If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man
I'd listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
If I were a boy
I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone it's broken
So they'd think that I was sleeping alone
I'd put myself first
And make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she'd be faithful,
Waiting for me to come home, to come home.
If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man
I'd listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
It's a little too late for you to come back
Say it's just a mistake,
Think I'd forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong
But you're just a boy
You don't understand
And you don't understand, ohhhh
How it feels to love a girl
Someday you wish you were a better man
You don't listen to her
You don't care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you're taking her for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
But you're just a boy
Send "If I Were A Boy" Ringtone to your Cell
@ 3:34 PM
in every darkness,
there is bound to be a source of light somewhere.
but you have to find it yourself..
today tuition was like damn @#$%^&* early..
damn tired now.. later got piano :(
currently doing homework.. do until pekcek..
after tuition went to mac to eat,..
Hehan and jonathon are meanies.
keep saying what people kena bong. hahas :]
nothing else le, tomorrow don't wanna go school :(
so close yet hearts
so far apart