i cried like shit when i saw this video..
this is a very nice song.
Was looking into...
@ 3:46 PM
HELLO PEOPLE! IM BACK!
woots ~ camp was rather sucky luh.
only the last day fun :] go amazing race & campfire.
now my thigh and calf damn pain T.T too long never run liao.
first day was quite fun la :] we went to the pool to play!
then made flags and our own cheer bla bla bla.
the toilets damn shiok bodoh! so clean and nice.
but then still got some people complain dirty -.-
please la SAFRA toilet which one not clean one .
then also had night walk , before night walk we sat down
with our heads down for 1 hour and 16 minutes =.=l
everyone stand up like back damn pain luh!
but night walk was very fun! the trainers never really scare us luh.
hahas but they look very scary. someone nearly cry luh. erherm
then reacherd the top quite fast. but we climb very steep steps T.T
andandand! the place we sleeping is practically a mudbath!
then so many crickets & spiders hahaha :] its fun to see the girls screaming!
rofl so bad. then damn sian la our shoe all covered in mud T.T
then at night damn stuffy T.T but later in the night it was colder lo.
yesterday night got frog beside rachel! but rachel was in the tent ,
the frog was outside. many girls were like sreaming at the sight of frogs!
hahahaaha damn funny. ( although im scared of frogs )
then just now before break camp we had to clean up!
then our tent covered with mud T.T our hands covered with mud lo.
anyway i sleep with yushan , rachel , huiyi , lixuan and peiying :]
yay got new friend ! peiying. lols :] had heart to heart talk at night
although it was a short one. complained about the camp . lols!
the campfire was like the best la.
and
overall the camp quite boring la. but some activities were extremely fun!
also got closer with half of 3.7 -.- and many people open up to one another le :]
i 'll miss the trainers :[ sandra , samantha , irene , daniel , zhengyi , jenna !!!!
love you guys man,. although you all keep scolding us :P hahahahha
3.8 and 3.9 you did a great job during campfire!
and 3.7 rock on!
Tuesday, January 20, 2009 @ 7:59 PM
i've been PMS-ing today..
i really dunno why..
suddenly very happy.
suddenly think of sad stuff..
morning felt very restless and pissed.
then afternoon felt better..
after band felt moody again.
and realise that im having a rather high fever,.
maybe cannot go camp. sian...
hais.
icanttakeitanylonger..
Sunday, January 18, 2009 @ 11:16 AM
DEPRECATION.!yes, i've been telling everyone i'm deprecating myself.
seriously it's really not a nice feeling. it hurts.
trying to make yourself look happy but feeling miserable inside
is a stupid thing to do. but i'm doing it. i can't help it.
who knows one day i might go crazy then suddenly cry.
don't freak out if i do that :) hehes. i don't know how to express myself.
i feel miserable and sad inside. but i think im tired of crying.
so im like deprecating myself. it realy feels HORRIBLE.
i realise many people have been deprecating themself.
my close friends, my confidant friends. i realise they're sad too..
and its all about relationships.. i don't know what to say to them.
but just hope for the best , and that we will feel better.
enough of that.. we'll be fine. boys will be guys one day..
they'll understand it one day.. hopefully.
BANDBANDBANDBAND!im like still angry luh. mr leung push us too hard liao..
i know its because of the sec 4.. but why whole holiday T.T
hais. not like as if syf gonna determine our life&death.
i know we must get a silver.. but sometimes pushiong us too hard
is of no use.. more people will just don't feel like going band.
sian. how i wish we were like pros so we don't have to worry about anythin.
i realise i woke up like 9am today. how suprising!
i always wake up at around 1 =X hehes. and im not tired now.
what's wrong with me! omgomgomgomgomg.
that's all le. bye.!
if i were a boy ,
i think i could understand.
how it feels to love a girl.
i swear i'll be a better man.
but im just a girl...
Saturday, January 17, 2009 @ 3:26 PM
today went for band uh.
less than 20 people.
damn pathethic sia.
and mr leung say sat prac will be from 9am to 6pm..
sian man.. and march holidays everyday 2-6 pm..
walao holidays also cannot rest..
hais. don wan go syf liao luh.. waste our time
if practices in morning still ok..
but in the afternoon our whole holiday wasted leh..
then somemore march holidays sat and sun
got band camp for whole day.
damn sian luh.. fuck you syf. stupid syf.
Sunday, January 11, 2009 @ 2:51 PM
HELLO PEOPLE !currently feeling damndamn hyper !
been crapping with clavis , kailun , nixon and trixie on msn.
they're freaking lame and retarded la.
i really love them man :D cheer me up when im down.
yeah they gave me crappy advices but i'll think about it -.-
yesterday really feel damn emo luh.
but luckily i have a lot of good friends by my side.
i wanna thank god for my good friends :D hehes.
hope that i can stay strong and positive uh.
to brandon , DON SO EMO!!!! stay positive :D
to clavis, BE POSTIVIE ABOUT YOUR CLASS !
to nixon, you too ! 3.8 not that bad la :D
to justus, and you ! be positive about 2009 :D
currently bored luh finished my homework long ago.
hehes. i shall continue crapping with them.
byes :D
i should stay strong.
but i really wanna know what you're thinking
it seems like you don't understand me at all
although it's been so long..
Saturday, January 10, 2009 @ 7:16 PM
hello people :D
first week of school has been great man :D
i really love my class luh & all teachers :D
i think 3.7 lucky lo can get so many gd teachers.
EXCEPT LEEMOYMOY! she's an evil twit!
anyway 3.7 haven really open up./
after school camp we will turn into monkeys!
wakakas. anyway hope that 3.7 will be united luh :D
and MR CHAN CHANGE OUR SEATS!!!
i sitting beside marilyn , infront kelly. behind i forgot :D
my seat quite okay la. but yushan sit so far D:
then no one hear me complain or whine liao. dammit!
anyway just woke up from sleep la. very tired.
today had CCA OPEN HOUSE! sec 1's so cute.
had quite a good response from sec 1's :D
and i played a lot of wrong notes today idk why.
after cca open house went to eat with
yushan , lixuan , nessy , celeste , donavon , brandon , hehan, jordan and spencer.
rofl~ in my band uniform and heels.
dammit heels gave me 4 fcuking blister!!!!
rofl. currently still feel damn tired luh . wanna sleep!
grahhhhhh. i must study hard and top 3.7! lols.
IM SO PROUD OF MYSELF! my pet level 7 liao.
wakakakas! im gonna kiss more pets. you guys watch out!
lols. addicted to facebook liao la. dammit.
byee :D
should i continue laughing..
it's tiring you know.
Thursday, January 08, 2009 @ 7:35 PM
I DAMN SAD LAHS.
the person who i want to be friends most with..
HATES ME D:
she thinks im weird .. D:
sadface lah i wanna cry liao ! DDDDDDDDDD;
Tuesday, January 06, 2009 @ 8:07 PM
sebrina is a very good girl.
she is studying chemistry!
ilovelovelove people who dote on me :D
Sunday, January 04, 2009 @ 4:28 PM
HELLOHELLOHELLO!!
i finish all my homework liao ! ( except summary)
but jasmine is kind enough to lend me copy tml :D
thank you jasmine! i love you mansssss :D
anyway tml going school early let people to copy -.-
hehes. that's what always happen on first day of school.
TOMORROW SCHOOL IS GONNA START!!!
WOOHOO CAN"T WAIT!! hahas im so hyper now!
ok byeeeeeeeee :D
Saturday, January 03, 2009 @ 9:52 PM
YO YO YO!
today went to chiong homework with Celeste , Lixuan and Charmaine.
well as usual they are late. Im early :D hehehehehehs.
anyway we didn't really do la. mostly like copy here copy there =X
now i left with summary and LIT task 1. sian man. lit hw so sian.
then we saw Yushan at the library :D wakaka. my future classmate.
then after finish hw everything me, Celeste and Charmaine went to
tampines to shop for my schoolbag. bought my ZINC SCHOOLBAG!!
so happy. hehes :D after buy bag we just walk around :D
then me and charmaine were like trying on shoes that are to small for us.
lols. then after that went home. nothing liao luh. hahas :D
byeeeeeeee.
Friday, January 02, 2009 @ 4:45 PM
OMFG I ACCIDENTALY DELETE MY FRIENDSTER! AHHH
add me back T.T
www.friendster.com/sebriina
or just type my email la. my link got prob
If I were a boy
Even just for a day
I'd roll out of bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted and go
Drink beer with the guys
And chase after girls
I'd kick it with who I wanted
And I'd never get confronted for it
Cause they stick up for me
If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man
I'd listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
If I were a boy
I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone it's broken
So they'd think that I was sleeping alone
I'd put myself first
And make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she'd be faithful,
Waiting for me to come home, to come home.
If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man
I'd listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
It's a little too late for you to come back
Say it's just a mistake,
Think I'd forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong
But you're just a boy
You don't understand
And you don't understand, ohhhh
How it feels to love a girl
Someday you wish you were a better man
You don't listen to her
You don't care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you're taking her for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
But you're just a boy
