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Hello my name is SEBRINACHOCOLATEKWA
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Friday, July 18, 2008 @ 9:17 PM

I seriously think it's always best to not tell people how you feel about some things.
sometimes people claim to understand you, but they really don't. i suppose.
then you will start to not trust them , because they will not understand you.
i really don't know who to share with except my blog, and to my bugs bunny.

jealousy kills the cat. yeah and i know it's killing me right now, bit by bit. slowly, painfully.
i cannot stand the way you treat girls, and there's really a difference the way you treat me.
i always wanted to tell you this but i know we'll just quarrell and bla bla bla and so on.
i don't know why, i keep comparing you to some other guys. they are just different.
they really treat me very nice, caring, thoughtful, always there for me when i need them.
i know you are there for me most of the times. i can't understand why you can't be there for me. but how long is this going to continue on? am i gonna scream to myself everytime?
i only know that i can entrust them now, not you. maybe i just need someone who will pay attention to me. but you don't. they do. i was disappointed many times. many . a lot.
i tried to put up a strong front, act like as if nothing happened. i can't . i will break down somehow. then we will quarrell. cause i will sort of ignore you. see what i mean?
they won't do this to me. but you do. i can't help it but to think this way.
today i was really sad. really really very sad. i was so jealous. what can i do?
look from afar , trying to hold my tears back. but i broke down. infront of lixuan.
it's not because of my science test. only he will comfort me. i felt very disappointed.
then what you said after PE. i wasn't angry. i was frustrated. about myself.
feel so inferior, why you can't seem to be happy with me. why im now unable to confide into you. why i really dread of you so many times. many times i thought of leaving you, but i can't. cause in my heart i only love you. but why can't you understand how i feel?
just like now, i type it out, you read it, we'll quarrell. then i really donno who to tell.
after PE, you said you didn't talk to her because of me. i didn't say you can't talk to her.
if it's really so miserable for you not to talk to her, why not. i won't stop you.
it's your freedom. what i feel really doesn't matter. really. don't feel that im just being unreasonable again. im really saying how i feel now. i can only cry to myself these days.
i don't even trust my friends anymore. cause i know they can't help me. so are you.
this helpless feeling is really killing me. i often think that im not good enough to you.
like today, i donno what you said to them, but i know for sure it's something bad.
so be it. you told people you had no feelings fo rme anymore. if it's really true,
i don't want to continue a relationship with no ending. i only hope the best for you.
now the problem is with how i feel. it's really non of your business.
for all i know, i feel this distance from us. it seems like you don't know me anymore,
and i feel like im nothing to you. this is really how i feel.
i doubt you even read my blog anymore. so whether you know it or not doesn't matter.
cause i finally understand what is called sacrificial love. if it's really so difficult for you
to sacrifice for me, then i will do it.

thank you for being by my side all the time. theo.