history repeated itself again........... when you don't even know what really happened..you just blame everyone. that's what you only know how to do is it.. okay it's my fault for quarrelling with you yesterday.. so what you want me to do? okay i think the best thing is to just disappear in the word infront of you.. is that what you want? i've been waiting for these chance.. it's just that people have been encouraging me.. but you? i don't remember any encouragement from you. . . there's nothing compared to how i feel inside now. my heart is broken now.. why is my life so miserable.. why my life sucks so badly.. why do i even give a fuck to people that cared.. why did i even want to care.. why did i have to bear all these... why i have to go through all these.. i wanted to go...... but then you stopped me... now it's my fault for being stubborn not to go.... but is it really me that i don't want to go.... i need a break.........................im very tired...........i hate my life i hate this world.............

I don't know if they know,but they're killing me.I shed tears for them, when I don't even shed them for myself.I stand up for them,when I don't for myself.I care & praise them,when I don't even do that for mysef.I'm really hurt. I can't believe them. Friendship, is truely special and rare thing to find, just like love. You have to treasure it and keep it safe. They're both like puppy. If you leave it in the cold, starving and uncared for. You'll kill it, even if you didn't mkean too. Why do people hurt things that they like, and kill what they love.